[Closed] When the Loneliness Strikes

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WHO: Tommy Shepherd, Gar Logan, Wanda Maximoff
WHERE: Tommy's Dome, Wanda's Dome
WHAT: Alone Event - Comforting
WHEN: July 13th and on
WARNINGS: Traumatic history, references to torture and mental abuse, one thread may lead to sex, it will be marked when it gets there.


Waking Up Alone | Closed to Gar

There was a specific sort of feeling that comes with waking up, one that Tommy hasn't felt in a long time. The last time this had happened had been when he was locked up, when he wasn't sure what day it was, what month, what year. When the only thing that was certain was that he would be awoken and there would be pain.

It was a sense that came with every morning, waking up in an empty space, walls he could touch with both hands at once by just reaching out, it had nearly driven him mad. And now his personal dome gave off the same feeling. Isolation, darkness. There was no one there.

The pain is so deep, the fear so overpowering. Tommy blurs around his dome at full speed, searching, seeking trying to find something that he knew couldn't be found. The certainty was absolute, and he found himself screaming into the void around him. They were all gone. They were gone and they had left him, all alone in the darkness. Where was Gar? Hadn't Gar come by earlier? Why had he left? He had promised, hadn't he? Promised he would be here with Tommy, and now he was gone too.

Just before the nightmare faded from his dome, Tommy found himself collapsing onto his couch and trying so hard not to sob.

United In Pain | Closed to Wanda

When it all passes and he has a moment, Tommy does the only thing that makes sense. He races to Wanda's dome, hands immediately coming up to start pounding on her door. After how he'd felt, he needed to not be alone. He needed to be near his mother, the only true family he had here. Maybe she wasn't HIS Wanda, but she would get it, right? The fear of being alone, of being isolated. Worse, he knew it would have to be so much more for her, because she had lost people in ways he didn't know that others would really get.



[OOC: If someone wants Tommy in particular around related to this, hit me up with a message here or on plurk churbooseanon and I can make something.]

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[doubled_speed]

Tense is pretty fair, and Tommy starts his fingers vibrating the tiniest bit. That should help. Tommy hoped it would help.

"I'm going to enjoy making you enjoy it."

[garrrr]

Gar laughs, both at the other's reply and then the fact that the other's fingers...are they vibrating? It's definitely subtle but he can't be imagining it. He leans up and presses his lips to the other's lips again, fingers sliding into the other's hair.

[doubled_speed]

Definitely not imagining it. Your boyfriend, Gar, is better than a damn vibrator. And he's grinning as he presses his fingers deeper and vibrates faster.

"You like that, don't you baby?"

[garrrr]

"Fuck," Gar moans, his head falling back onto the bed and that definitely is better than any toy he could imagine. "I definitely...did not imagine that..."

[doubled_speed]

"My tongue can do that too," Tommy points out with a grin as his fingers start to thrust faster and faster, his fingers vibrating more.

He could probably get Gar off like this. Perfect.

[garrrr]

"I guess I won the lottery," Gar says lightly, his breath getting heavier as the other fingers continued moving, more and more and it feels so good. It's harder to stay still, to not arch his back or press back onto the other's fingers. His cock is already leaking against his stomach. That's a lot of pleasure, a lot of intense pleasure.

"Tommy..."

[doubled_speed]

Tommy loves this, because the man is clearly already about to fall apart. And Tommy loves the power it gives him.

"Want me to stop and just, you know, get in you?"

[garrrr]

Gar whimpers a little at the question and a part of him doesn't want it to stop. It feels so good but then a part of him is thinking that the other's cock might feel even better.

"Yeah, yes."

[doubled_speed]

"Good. Me too."

With that his fingers slip out of Gar and he's scrambling around for a condom. When he finds one he is quick to roll it on and shift Gar's legs to find a proper place to start pushing into him from.

"Gar? I love you."

[garrrr]

Gar wraps an arm around the other as the other starts to push into him. That feels amazing, it burns a little as he stretches but he doesn't mind that part, he even enjoys that. The other's confession shocks him and he stares up at Tommy. It's kind of the last thing he expects to hear but hearing it... he knows.

"I love you too."

[doubled_speed]

Maybe it's a horrible time for the statement, but in the moment? In the moment he feels it. Granted, he had been feeling it around Gar more and more. The guy just made him feel... so very different. Saying then words was never easy, but he was glad for having said them.

"We should, uh... talk about that later."

With that he licks his lips and presses further in, until he's fully in Gar. And god the guy feels so hot around him.

"

[garrrr]

Gar doesn't think it's horrible timing it's just..really, really surprising. He hadn't expected Tommy to tell him that.

"Mhm," Gar grins and then moans when the other pushes further and then he has all of him. He takes a few deep breaths. "Tommy," he exhales and he wiggles his hips. "Move."

[doubled_speed]

Move? Oh, he can do that. Tommy bites his lip as he pulls out and then presses back in. Fuck. He is left shuddering and leans down to press a kiss against Gar's bare skin.

"I'm scared if I move too much I'll lose control. I don't wanna break you."

[garrrr]

"Oh," the sound escapes him before he can hold it back as the other pressed back in. He closes his eyes as he feels the other's lips on his skin. He opens his eyes when he hears him, brow furrowing, and reaching to brush his fingers through the other's hair.

"You won't break me, I won't let you."

[doubled_speed]

“Good,” Tommy says, his voice soft as he sets into a good pace for Gar, his free hand around the guy’s shaft to stroke him.

[garrrr]

Gar's hand slid down the back of the other's head as the other moves, as he starts to stroke him too. It feels good. It feels so good and he's still feeling high from the other telling him that he loved him. He didn't know that was something that would have happened anytime soon. He knew Tommy well enough to know that telling him was a big deal even if he said it so easily.

"You feel so good," he encourages, his body arching beneath him as hand slides down his back, fingers tracing the notches of his spine as he kept lifting into each thrust.

[doubled_speed]

Really? He likes the idea that it feels that good. Tommy leans down and kisses Gar’s neck as he rocks faster, the hand around Gar’s shaft starting to vibrate as it strokes.

“Come for me, dude. Please.”

[garrrr]

Gar gasps when the other's hand starts vibrating, the feeling intense and his body tightens around the other. He closes his eyes at the other's words and it's impossible not to do it for him. The other saying please...

"Fuck... Tommy," he groans before he comes between them, nails digging against the other's spine as he comes.

[doubled_speed]

Tommy likes to think it’s the vibrating, and not the please, that gets it for him. Of course there isn’t a lot of thinking actually going on. No, his brain is instead caught up in the sensations. In the thrill of the nails dragging down his back. In the increased tightness and clenching around his length. In the sound of Gar’s voice and the heat in Tommy’s fisted hand.

For Tommy it takes an eternity of those sensations to fall over the edge with Gar, coming inside of him. In truth, it’s only a handful of seconds before he’s spilled and collapsed onto his boyfriend.

[garrrr]

It's the vibrating, the other telling him to come for him, even saying please. Of course, he would have come without the talking but it certainly didn't hurt. The pleasure is intense and then he feels the other coming inside of him.

He holds his arms around him tightly as the other's weight settled over him more heavily. He nuzzles him, still panting.

[doubled_speed]

“Well that happened,” Tommy observes with a chuckle as he kisses Gar’s neck. “You felt amazing.”

[garrrr]

Gar laughs as he tilts his head, his hand brushing through the other's hair.

"You were way amazing too."

[doubled_speed]

“Thanks,” Tommy grins, rolling onto his side to wrap himself around Gar.

He almost wants to cry. He doesn’t feel like he’s alone anymore. Not with Gar here.