He hesitates, and shudders. He's honestly impressed with himself, that he's speaking coherently. There's a part of his head hammering with pain, trying to shut him up. You're just making things difficult for her. Be quiet.

"I got killed. I tried to hurt someone and he killed me." He's just ashamed of the whole thing; there was no good reason to go kill someone, he just lost his temper and it's... awful. It's all a mess. "I'm really sorry, I wanted to look nice for you..."

He can't make eye contact anymore, he's sure Angel must be disgusted with him.