( Eddie was expecting Richie to forgive him, if he's honest. Especially since getting out of that messed up dome, but even before then a small part of him knew that they were probably going to figure it out. Richie was trying - God knows more than Eddie has tried - and Eddie figured he would be able to get himself sorted, more or less.
He hadn't expected...whatever that was. )
You wanted- but I- fuck.
( He's rewriting his image of that day so fast it's making him dizzy now, and he clutches tighter at Richie's shoulder. Shakes him a little too for good measure, because there's a lot going on and he doesn't know what to do with himself at all.
Instead of grabbing his inhaler, he keeps hold of Richie instead. Somehow staring at those glasses is doing something to keep him grounded, and he swallows hard as he tries to get the words out properly. )
Richie. Do you- do you know....I wanted to? I just thought you didn't want me to.
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( Eddie was expecting Richie to forgive him, if he's honest. Especially since getting out of that messed up dome, but even before then a small part of him knew that they were probably going to figure it out. Richie was trying - God knows more than Eddie has tried - and Eddie figured he would be able to get himself sorted, more or less.
He hadn't expected...whatever that was. )
You wanted- but I- fuck.
( He's rewriting his image of that day so fast it's making him dizzy now, and he clutches tighter at Richie's shoulder. Shakes him a little too for good measure, because there's a lot going on and he doesn't know what to do with himself at all.
Instead of grabbing his inhaler, he keeps hold of Richie instead. Somehow staring at those glasses is doing something to keep him grounded, and he swallows hard as he tries to get the words out properly. )
Richie. Do you- do you know....I wanted to? I just thought you didn't want me to.