“Mm... Probably.” He responds, tilting his head slightly in thought. “I suppose that I’m still very unpracticed.”
It is wrong to use a friend, but... Llewellyn is offering, and he’s happy to have such rare attention. It might be sad; a poor way to treat himself and his heart in the long run, but as it stands he knows what awaits him in life. Best to get used to casual intimacy when a relationship is so unlikely, and he can never have anything more without great risks that he knows that he isn’t worth.
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It is wrong to use a friend, but... Llewellyn is offering, and he’s happy to have such rare attention. It might be sad; a poor way to treat himself and his heart in the long run, but as it stands he knows what awaits him in life. Best to get used to casual intimacy when a relationship is so unlikely, and he can never have anything more without great risks that he knows that he isn’t worth.