"I don't know." Her voice is soft. "I guess it's good. It means we go back to stop Pennywise. And that I grow up and get out of Derry to somewhere other than Riverview or here." Which is one of the important things. The other stuff, like her being married? Well, that's something else entirely. That makes her frown to think about and she just slams her knife into the pumpkin again.